Severed Head Floating Downriver, 2016
Alice Oswald, British, born 1966
from Falling Awake, 2016
It is said that after losing his wife, Orpheus was torn to pieces by Maenads, who threw his head into the River Hebron.
The head went on singing and forgetting, filling up with water. Become a colander, it is floating.
Eurydice already forgetting who she is
with her shoes missing
and the grass coming up through her feet

The white lady in a friend’s garden, Olive, Ulster County, NY. With loving thanks.
searching the earth
for the bracelet of tiny weave on her charcoal wrist
Japanese primula, Mt. Cuba, Delaware
the name of a fly or flower
Winecup (Callirhoe involucrata). Jenkins Arboretum, Wayne, PA
already
forgetting who they are
they grow they grow

till their bodies break their necks


Winterthur, Delaware
down there in the stone world
where the grey spirits of stones heave around uncertain of their limits
matter is eating my mind I am in a river

Hydrangea along the river bank bowing to Orpheus’ head as it floats by
I in my fox-cap

Drownings, 1975, mixed paper collage.
Varujan Boghosian, American born 1926. Courtesy of the artist exhibited in 2017 at the Philadelphia Museum of Art.
floating between the speechless reeds

Virginia bunch-flower (Melanthium virginicum: lily family). Mt. Cuba, Hockenville, DE
I always wake like this being watched

Specimen unnumbered, 1981, silver gelatin print.
David Lede, American born 1948. Philadelphia Art Museum
already forgetting who I am
the water wears my mask
I call I call
lying under its lashes like a glance

Water sculpture, Chanticleer, Wayne, PA
if only a child on a bridge would hoik me out

The family’s former swimming pool, Winterthur, DE
there comes a tremor and there comes a pause
down there in the underworld
where the tired stones have fallen
and the sand in a trance lifts a little
it is always midnight in those pools

Bee balm and pickerelweed at the water’s edge in late June, Mt. Cuba, Hockenville, Delaware
iron insects engraved in sleep

Part of Fragile Earth, insects and mixed media.
Jennifer Angus, born Canada, 1961. Brandywine River Museum, Chadds Ford, PA in 2022/23
I always wake like this being watched
Part of In Midnight’s Garden,cochineal, various insects, mixed media, 2015.
Jennifer Angus, born Canada, 1961. Smithsonian Renwick Gallery, Washington, D.C.
I always speak to myself
no more myself but a colander

draining the sound from this never-to-be mentioned wound

can you hear it
you with your long shadows

At the River’s Edge, 1998, oil on canvas.
Emily Brown, American born 1943. Pennsylvania Academy of the Fine Arts, Philadelphia
and your short shadows


Shadow with Rubble Wall, 1988, pigments on silk with wood supports.
Bettye Saar, American born 1926. Pennsylvania Academy of the Fine Arts
can you hear the severed head of Orpheus

Water sculpture, Chanticleer, Wayne, PA
no I feel nothing from the neck down
already forgetting who I am
the crime goes on without volition singing in its bone
not I not I

Water sculpture, Chanticleer, Wayne, PA
the water drinks my mind
as if in a black suit
as if bent to my books
only my face exists sliding over a waterfall
Water sculpture, Chanticleer, Wayne, PA
and there where the ferns hang over the dark

Fernery at the Morris Arboretum, Philadelphia
and the midges move between mirrors


Glass Shadow, 2001, colour photographic prints mounted on archival matboard.
David Slovic, 1948-2018, American. Woodmere Museum of Art, Philadelphia
some woman has left her shoes

Flowers of the tulip poplar in early summer
two crumpled mouths which my voice searches in and out
my voice being water
which holds me together and also carries me away

Water sculpture, Chanticleer, Wayne, PA
until the facts forget themselves gradually like a contrail*
and all this week
a lime-green light troubles the riverbed
Mt. Cuba, Hockessin, DE in late June
as if the mud was haunted by the wood

Mt. Cuba, Hockessin, DE in late June
this is how the wind works hard at thinking

Jenkins Arboretum, Wayne, PA in June
this is what speaks when no one speaks
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* contrail: condensation trail: trail of condensed water or ice crystal made by the engine of aircraft or rockets at high altitudes.
Some trails last just a few seconds and some can persist for some time
The contrail of Orpheus has lasted thousands of years.
He was a mortal and not a god
and was not to know that this, the last gift of Apollo to him, would be so.









Horror, separation, loss wrought into wonder and beauty. I loved hearing the words aloud while looking at your images. Masterfully put together, Sarah.
Thank you, Tish.
I read what you said and it came to me that we are so attached to stories like this because we want to believe that human suffering has some redeeming or transformative quality; and that it is not for nothing……