Not my love for Rilke nor the elegaic beauty of this poem persuade methat unrequited love is worth one second of a human life.
Rilke is speaking of a particular kind of unrequited love because the poet does not know his Beloved.
And so I take it that this poem may really be an expression of the poet’s love for the world which does not know us as individuals looking for love.
Night Journey, 1969-70, oil on canvas
Frank Bowling, British born Guyana born 1934. Metropolitan Museum of Art, NY
So vast is the world. We cannot experience all of her and we grasp so few of her processes. And we cannot but love her and long for interaction with her.
You who never arrived in my arms, Beloved, who were lost from the start,
Dan Johnson’s Surprise, 1969, acrylic on canvas
Frank Bowling, British born Guyana born 1934. Whitney Museum of Art, NY
I don’t even know what songs would please you.
Detail of Dan Johnson’s Surprise
I have given up trying to recognize you in the surging wave of the next moment. All the immense images in me — the far-off, deeply-felt landscape, cities, towers, and bridges, and unsuspected turns in the path,
Bartica Born, 1968, acrylic paint on canvas, and detail.
Frank Bowling, British born Guyana 1934. Private collection on loan to Brooklyn Museum in 2018/19
and those powerful lands that were once pulsing with the life of the gods–
Detail of Bartica Born, 1968
all rise within me to mean you, who forever elude me.
Travelling with Robert Hughes, 1969-1970, acrylic on canvas.
Frank Bowling, British born Guyana, 1934. The Joyner/Giuffrida Collection on exhibit at the Baltimore Museum in 2019
You, Beloved, who are all the gardens I have ever gazed at, longing. An open window in a country house– , and you almost stepped out, pensive, to meet me.
Detail of Texas Louise, below
Streets that I chanced upon,– you had just walked down them and vanished. And sometimes, in a shop, the mirrors were still dizzy with your presence and, startled, gave back my too-sudden image.
Texas Louise, 1971, acrylic paint on canvas, and details.
Frank Bowling, British born Guyana 1934. Private collection on loan to Brooklyn Museum in 2018/19
Who knows? Perhaps the same bird echoed through both of us yesterday, separate, in the evening.